time, it holds such value. once its all gone, you cannot have it back anymore. sweat from my body drips down continuously as i struggle to complete the tough and mental training.. my form, after the overseas education programme, has dropped so much that it has hit the bottom of the ocean floor.. is making the team so hard?why is it so tiring? so persistant?why is this few days so hot? why? WHY? WHY? I cant take it anymore.. all the hardwork for wat, whether or not i make the team, the thoughts.. argh!! but even so, i have to train for my fellow trackers, for the school, for the glory for god, and to me the most important, for team ACX.. sigh.. pleasing everyone is not as easy as it sounds.. so its time to shut my big trap, and start to focus on wats realli important to me, to us, the thing we fight for, we dream for, we tear for.. so i cant just give up on my team, i cant abondon them, even if i dun make it into the team, at least i had the experience.. the experience with running, the experience with friends and teachers, the experience of toughness, the experience of glory, the experience of failure, and most of all, the experience of bonding together, as 1 team, as ACX-crosscountry.. this maybe one of the things that is hard to forget, at least i dun regret, cause i know everyone will be with me.. holding on to each other..
So as we start on a new journey, a new chapter, a new face of life, let us enjoy it and run together.. not as individual, but as 1..
thanks for all the people that has been with me thoughout this and last year.. team ACX
signing off:sprinting at 2030