what to do? what to do when the whole world turns ur back on you?what to do when everyone shuns away from you?what to do if you worked ur ass off and things doesn go your way?what to do if something u dreamt of never come true?what to do if something u least expected becomes real life?what to do when life abandon you and run away?what to do when all this things happen to you?life is unpredictable, unexpectable, full of twist and turns, capable of turning your life upside down.. everything you hope for, dream for, work for, die for, can vanish in front of you in mere seconds.. why bother working so hard when you know that someone is going to bring you down in the end? is it the satisifaction? the glory? i mean is it worth it?.. running, a passion in my life, why did i bother to start it when i know i m going to burn out someday. why bother training so hard when i know people that train lesser than me will surpass me someday? why why why? so many questions to consider, but i still choice this path..should i continue my endless and meaningless journey or should i put a stop to this merciless pain? someone, pls scream inside my head..its this sat and next week.. or rather 2 more weeks to choose the team.. to make or to break? is training so hard finally going to pay off? or is it going to start back to square 1.. time trials.. not easy.. so how??training-5x3.18s 960m,960m,950m,950m,950m 5x400m 1.18mins,1.18minute,1.20mins,1.19mins,1.14mins fartleg 1x2000mtired.. guess i should stop now.. i should renew my strength, hope and trust in the lord, cause he knows everything that is bound to happen, he holds all answer to every question, just have faith in him.signing off:sprinting at 1652

what to do when the whole world turns ur back on you?
what to do when everyone shuns away from you?
what to do if you worked ur ass off and things doesn go your way?
what to do if something u dreamt of never come true?
what to do if something u least expected becomes real life?
what to do when life abandon you and run away?
what to do when all this things happen to you?

life is unpredictable, unexpectable, full of twist and turns, capable of turning your life upside down.. everything you hope for, dream for, work for, die for, can vanish in front of you in mere seconds.. why bother working so hard when you know that someone is going to bring you down in the end? is it the satisifaction? the glory? i mean is it worth it?.. running, a passion in my life, why did i bother to start it when i know i m going to burn out someday. why bother training so hard when i know people that train lesser than me will surpass me someday? why why why? so many questions to consider, but i still choice this path..should i continue my endless and meaningless journey or should i put a stop to this merciless pain? someone, pls scream inside my head..
its this sat and next week.. or rather 2 more weeks to choose the team.. to make or to break? is training so hard finally going to pay off? or is it going to start back to square 1.. time trials.. not easy.. so how??
training-5x3.18s 960m,960m,950m,950m,950m
5x400m 1.18mins,1.18minute,1.20mins,1.19mins,1.14mins
fartleg 1x2000m

tired.. guess i should stop now.. i should renew my strength, hope and trust in the lord, cause he knows everything that is bound to happen, he holds all answer to every question, just have faith in him.

signing off:sprinting at 1652