its over, its over.. for me it is.. no more of the need to suffer, its over..
i dun want this ending, i want to change the history, i want to suffer, i want to make it.. let me!!
i have been telling everyone to not regret and give their best and yet i haven done it and i regret.. now its over for me.. congrats to those that make it to top 6.. i seriously think that u guys deserve it.. i know i do too, but i guess i didn have it in me.. at least i tried i tried.. i have the feeling that i wouldn have.. cause i received signs from God that i wun make it.. the rain yesterday didn let me taper.. i didn do the water treatment. i couldn sleep last night until 12mn.. it had to rain and make me think the race will be postpone.. i didn go my own pace for the race. i didn have the physical strength to run properly, i didn have the mental to keep to sebastian.. i didn fall to the ground after i finish. i didn feel breathless.

this are all excuses. and who can i blame? who? myself.. thats who.. so those that make it to top 6 i seriously hope that u all will do well and make us proud, than at least i know my efforts with training that didn go down to waste.. at least i have a contribution to the B division team, at least i have a consolation medal, at least it is gold..

i know you guys can do it.. believe and trust in urself and watever u believe in.. come on.. we will do it once again when we lift the trophey and i know i will be there sharing the trophey.. lets cry together not with sorrow but with joy.. let others do the sad crying.. come on.. are u willing to believe in me and trust me in wat i say? cause i wun lie to you guys..
trust me, wun you