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Saturday, April 02, 2005
MY TURF

why bother fighting when you know its over?
why bother getting into top6 when u know that u can get a medal when u are in top 8?
why bother fighting into top 6 when u know that u cant make it in top 20?
why bother training so hard and yet the results is still the same?
why bother about fighting this year when u know there is a next year?

is it pride? honour? respect? no i doubt any of them is it.. there are many to choose from so here goes..
hunger. i am hungry, i dun want just a mere satisfaction of getting it and relaxing.. i want more, i dun want to stay behind people smelling their arse. i am sick of it.. its not fun being behind. i want to be top, first, not just being in front,but far ahead.
spirit. the first thing i know when i came to acsi is the acx team spirit.. everyone is ready to quit even before training on monday ended, but no one wants to. thats because the spirit is so strong, the bond is too strong. everyone is suffering, everyone has their equal part, everyone has got nothing to lose.. we are the current title holders and we aren willing to give it up yet.. not now not ever.. the bonding, this invisible bond inbetween us has been build up so strongly that it cant be seperated.. never
okok, so there wll sure be some of respect and honour and pride that u want to gain during ur races, make no mistake about that, but its not as much compared to the people we are running for.. i run for the school, for my team, for my family, for my friends and mostly, for God. without Him, nothing is possible.. i mean without him, i could still be in swiss cottage shaking legs, or maybe gone off track with studies, but He turn my life completely around.. i was able to run for acx thanks to Him. He came me wonderful teammates that never gave up on me, He came me seniors that push me on training after training even when i was about to quit, He came me a gift to play dota and counter-strike to trash my teammates and enjoy myself. He came me everything and anything that i never could have dreamt of. He is the best, the greatest, the almighty, and most of all, He is my God..

So i am not willing to quit yet. as long as the top 6 spot is there, i will always give my all for it.. its never off, not on my life, i will run till the last breath, to run , to triumph, to win, to soar, to fly, to sprint, to give it my all..i dedicate all my races to Him cause without him, nothing is possible. so as long as i am ready, i am a threat, so get prepared. the time is not over for me, not now. so on wednesday, the whole new image on victor will be changed. just whack, watch me fly, 11 days more... nothing to lose, everything to give.. watch me, just watch me. on this turf of mine 16.10

one fine champion. one fine team
a strong bond. one single dream
one long season. one last race
they keep running. running in haste
long are the days. short are the comings
happy are the times. sad are the timings
but the fallen wont always be felled
the strong wont always win
it is time for us to take back what we lost
to get back what has been loaned.
with a vengeance.
acXc.is.reAL