tHe diFfErEnCe BeTwEeN DrEaMs aNd aCcoMpLiShMeNt Is PuReLy DeSiRe recently i been, hopelessly reaching....i guess there is nothing much i can do left.. lol.. it seems so weird.. last year my nationals. i was like so nervous about it. this year it seems so different.. as if i dun care who is in my finals or not.. maybe its a sign of things changing.. maybe.. well its exactly 5 days to nationals.. good luck to sebastian xide and wenloong for 3k.. i guess it would be an interesting race.. i m going down at about 1.40.. any xers want to tag along? by bus horz.. i hope they will do well..why m i doing this to myself? i mean i have such a great bballer cca and i dun stick to it.. instead i join maybe the toughest sport in the world.. why do i put myself through all this torment? why do we do all this?? does anyone have an answer?? i need toknow. i still cant believe i have been thinking about it and have not even quit x country. and i am still training.. why tell me why?sigh.. acxers if u are reading, answer me pls.. thxgood luck for nats..

recently i been, hopelessly reaching....

i guess there is nothing much i can do left.. lol.. it seems so weird.. last year my nationals. i was like so nervous about it. this year it seems so different.. as if i dun care who is in my finals or not.. maybe its a sign of things changing.. maybe.. well its exactly 5 days to nationals.. good luck to sebastian xide and wenloong for 3k.. i guess it would be an interesting race.. i m going down at about 1.40.. any xers want to tag along? by bus horz.. i hope they will do well..

why m i doing this to myself? i mean i have such a great bballer cca and i dun stick to it.. instead i join maybe the toughest sport in the world.. why do i put myself through all this torment? why do we do all this?? does anyone have an answer?? i need toknow. i still cant believe i have been thinking about it and have not even quit x country. and i am still training.. why tell me why?sigh.. acxers if u are reading, answer me pls.. thx
good luck for nats..